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Wed, 18 May 2005 12:14:39 GMT

good RIDDANCE. i'm sick of having to keep up with two journals. a)because nobody reads this anyway and b) "a" should be good enough reasoning.

www.livejournal.com/~stars_for_eyes_

add me first, then i'll add you back as i see fit ;)

<3<3<3<3

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 02:02:14 GMT

Reasons Why I love Winthrop (and I am SO GLAD I transferred here):

1) I can find a parking space anywhere. I mean ANYWHERE.
2) Cops aren't effing retarded on campus.
3) People are much more down to earth and fun.
4) Sororities aren't "LIKE OH EM GEE GUYS LIKE OMG!"
5) Delta Zeta Kicks ASS.
6) I can get to my classes by taking a 2 minute walk instead of a 10.
7) I'm not stuck eating food that's bad for me all the time.
8) I can actually walk across campus and shout a holler at my friends.
9) I have friends.
10) I work at a place with great people and I get paid every week.
11) I don't have to pay for room and board.
12) I don't have to pay for a meal plan.
13) The Winthrop Lake is HOPPIN and it's so pretty.
14) I can wear heels to school and not be afraid they'll make me want to shoot myself.
15) Professors are challenging yet extremely helpful and sweet.
16) I'm close to Charlotte. :)
17) My family is nearby so if I need anything, they need anything from me, or something bad happens, I'm there.
18) Nephews. Little brown babies. Angels. Whatever I have called them to you...Isaac and Malachi.
19) Stewart.
20) I am invited to parties.
21) I actually get up and get ready in the morning, ....not EVERY morning, but WAYYYYYYY more often than I did at USC.
22) No roommate to accuse me of stealing a recycling bin that's probably in the kitchen. haha.
23) No roommate to have sex on the "company chair" and tell me about it when I'm sitting in it.
24) I have a pool in my backyard. Nuff said.
25) QUEEN SIZED BED, PEOPLE.
26) Did I mention little brown babies yet?
27) Tattoo artists//piercers.
28) Finding secret little spots for future rendezvous with special people... ;)
29) The ability to expand my horizons unconditionally.
30) Big enough to not feel claustrophobic, yet small enough to feel at home.

30 is enough for now. Love you guys. Nite :)

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 23:46:02 GMT

This is slowly but surely becoming a place for bullshit entries. if you want me to add you on the other journal, add me first...if you know the name. if you don't know it, ask <3

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

Who's Your Inner European?

Your Linguistic Profile:

70% General American English

15% Dixie

5% Midwestern

5% Upper Midwestern

5% Yankee

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Your Irish Name Is...

Eimear Carroll

What's your Irish Name?

You Are 65% Normal

(Really Normal)

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal

You're like most people most of the time

But you've got those quirks that make you endearing

You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

THEA
T	is for	Tame
H	is for	Humorous
E	is for	Excellent
A	is for	Alert

What Does Your Name Mean?

You Are Best Described By...

San Giorgio Maggiore, Twilight

By Claude Monet

What Famous Work of Art Are You?

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 18:59:06 GMT

I feel like people have been taking my dreams. My words (which really gets annoying...i coined the phrases "killer" and "amped"...JUST so you know). My accents. All of a sudden they're YOURS now, so I can't do it anymore. At all. Or ever again. That's bullshit. I'd like it if you would please stop walking all over my already bruised back. Stop taking things from me. Stop taking advantage of my kind nature. I'm getting rather bitter because of it. I thank GOD for Brittany Hinger. She is my saving grace. I'm so happy I have someone I can talk to other than Stewart.

bitchbitchbitch.

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 16:00:50 GMT

So my schedule for next semester will HOPEFULLY* be::

MWF: 10 AM: Mass Comm w/ Nortz
11 AM: French 101 w/ Houston
12 PM: Public Speaking w/ Jordan (only Monday and Wednesday tho)

T/Th: 9:30 AM: CRTW
11 AM: CTQR

That's 16 credit hours folks. It'll be way better than trying to do 17. 17 is hard. Man.

Anyway
Life is good.
I'm in love.
Initiation is next Friday.
I'm super pumped about summer school :) (human nutrition...3 weeks...may 16-june 3 :) awesome)
Can't wait for SUMMER summer. beach trips galore.
Can't wait for 1 year. May 14. He's my only one.
yadayadayada :)

<3

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 21:51:31 GMT

Thea Laura Schaedig's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chips Dick

Your fashion designer name is Thea Milan

Your socialite name is Thea Pet Charlotte

Your fly girl / guy name is T Sch

Your detective name is Puppy Fort Mill

Your barfly name is Hot Dog Smirnoff Twisted

Your soap opera name is Laura Lanai

Your rock star name is Reese\'s Pieces Cheetah

Your star wars name is Thekir Schste

Your punk rock band name is The Happy Toolbox

The Amazing Meganame Generator

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 14:27:31 GMT

haaaahahahha. I thought this was funny.

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

I did it againnnnnnnnnn and got "Los Angeles Air Brown" ....hmmm... hahah :)

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 16:20:15 GMT

i'm so over it.

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 14:34:37 GMT

i made another new journal. no lie this time:: extremely friends only. seriously, if you really want it, IM me for the link, puhleez. :)

woooot.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 13:31:21 GMT

Working in a grocery store has gotten me to think. ...I see hundreds of people each week and most of them have children. If their children aren't teenagers or pre-teens...I tend to think one of two things:: "Awwwe, I want to have 5 just like him/her!" or "Man...I'm never going to have kids. EVER." That got me to wondering:

What did people say to themselves when they saw me as a child? Did they want to have kids because I did something uber cute in front of them? Or were they revolted by my tantrums or nose picking? hmm....

That led to another question:

I wonder what people think of me now. If children, who can barely speak, are inspiring HUGE life choices, I wonder what adults are doing. Does my presence make people say, "Man, thank God I'm not like her." or do they say, "Wow...there's something different in that girl."

......pondering pondering.

:)

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 14:49:56 GMT

I Want: a burrito.
I Have: hair like my hero, Ashlee Simpson.
I Wish: I knew what I was going to do with my life.
I Hate: feeling vulnerable and crying when tears really aren't needed.
I Miss: HOLLYWOOD** more than ANYTHING.
I Fear: turning out like my mother.
I Hear: not very well, but when I do hear things, I remember them (most of the time.)
I Search For: the happy, outgoing, bubbly girl I once was, and I am finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. :)
I Wonder: if I've discovered everything about myself. I wonder if I'm going to own a restaurant, be a chef, be an actress...you get the drift. I spend 80% of my day wondering.
I Love: life. I love my friends. I love my best friend, Stewart. I love my boyfriend, Stewart.
I Ache: in my nose. I bashed my nose on a huge chair. It SUCKED. haha :) I also ache for Hollywood.
I Always: sing and move my feet. I always think about cooking and what new recipes would be good.
I Am Not: even getting started. :)
I Dance: whenever I can!
I Sing: constantly.
I Cry: when something moves me, positively or negatively, and too often.
I Am Not Always: the person I want to be, but we all slip up, and I'm realizing that those who love me know that it's okay.
I Write: in pursive. Print/cursive...it's neat!
I Win: whenever I can go to sleep and be happy with the way I carried myself that day. When I can take stock of what little I have and smile knowing that everything I have was given to me with love. When I can look at my life and be at peace knowing that yes, I have made my share of mistakes, and yes, I have not always been honest, happy, pleasant, kind, generous, loving...but the people who love me for who I am don't hold anything over my head and they were there for me in the bad and good times, and who love me just the same, maybe more.
I Lose: my keys when they're not in my car. I'd lose my head if it weren't attached to my neck. ...haha maybe I've already lost it. :-P
I Confuse: everyone. My words don't come out right, I stumble over phrases and it takes time for me to get what I really want out of my big mouth. haha
I Need: that burrito!! man.
I Should: redo my room and bathroom. I'm amped for this summer when I'm gonna do that. :)
My father thinks I am: an individual. His pride and joy because I'm going to start working on cars.
My mother thinks I am: a nuisance. I try to hug her and she bumps me away.
Makes me happy: knowing that I am who I am for a reason. Knowing that I am growing and changing and the people who are with me are flexible enough to allow me to. Knowing that I don't have to make anyone else happy........but I do anyway. :)

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 19:58:05 GMT

rollerskating. tonight. omg. so. excited.

i <3 stewart.

and i <3 dz :)

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 18:13:47 GMT

i'm making a cheesyass 90's CD full of songs like this:

Macarena
All that she Wants
The Sign
Never Ever (by all saints...haha)
McDonald's Girl
Are you jimmy ray?
Barbie Girl
Groove is in the Heart
No Rain (kay i like this song)
I wish i was a baller (skee LOW!)
pump up the jam
cherry pie
mambo #5
INFORMER (HAHAHA)
Steal my Sunshine
Rapper's Delight
BLUE by eiffel 65
da DIP
everybody dance now
break my stride
TOO SEXY
I WANNA SEX YOU UP!! haha
all for love
can't touch this
i've got the power
BITCH
rhythm is a dancer
be my lover
this is your night
too much BOOTY in the pants
welcome to the jungle
good vibrations
CRUSH (jennifer paige...remember?!)
BOOM BOOM BOOM!

if you can think of ANYTHING else--PLEASE COMMENT i NEED this cheesyass CD!!

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:53:20 GMT

You've got your passion, you've got your pride
but don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 19:02:13 GMT

mmmmmmmm macaroni and cheese :)

<3

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 16:20:32 GMT

Why is it so hard for me to declare a major? This is why:

*I want to be a famous actress/singer. Yes, I still do. I can't help but feel I'm destined for more than an ordinary life.
*I want to be a chef.
*I want to be a mechanic and work on cars.
*I want to dance.
*I want to do interior design.
*I want to teach an aerobics class.
*I want to do volunteer work.
*I want to get married and have 5 children.
*I want to be a stand-up comedian.
*I want to be the best at everything.

There are SO many things that I want to do with my life, and I know college is the place I can experiment with everything to see what I'm meant to do...but right now, only God knows my future. I can't wait for him to unveil it piece by piece. :)

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 17:56:11 GMT

I believe in fate.

sorry it's late, but...

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 02:20:59 GMT

My theory on Valentine's Day:

If you don't like it, you either
a) don't believe in love at all
or
b) have had bad experiences with love and have become jaded due to the past

If you love it, you either
a) are so hopeful for romance and true love that you can hardly WAIT to find that special someone
or
b) are in a relationship with someone and are so excited to be sharing a special day with a special person.

Thank you.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 19:12:33 GMT

GUSH SESSION.

9 months with Mr. Perfect-For-Me today. :) WOW. Stewart has made me see so much since I've known him. He's helped me discover who I am (with or without him). He's been such a great best friend to me, and an even better boyfriend. When other people have left my side to go do something better, he's stayed near me, holding me as I cry, listening to me when I have something to talk about, consoling me when I'm upset. The sweet things he does, the things he says...he makes me feel amazing. He's so smart--I'm so proud to be his girlfriend and see first-hand everything he's accomplishing every day. He's got the best personality of any guy I know-he's so outgoing, loveable, and FUNNY...manohman is he funny. He keeps me in STITCHES whenever we're together. And my LORD he's hot. From his freckles on his body to his sharp jawline to his perfectly kissable lips to his entrancing green eyes...man, I'm such a lucky girl...

He does things to me that I can't even EXPLAIN--he makes me understand life better. We support each other, we laugh at each other's jokes, we finish each other's sentences...it's as if we can read each other's minds. We have our own little world that only we can comprehend and appreciate. Our love is amazing--our time together is too SHORT--when I'm away from him, I want to be with him, talking to him, or looking at a picture of him. We are a TEAM that I am so proud I am a part of. God brought us together to help us through life. I know this for a fact.

We have had our tough times. We've gotten through them all, and we've been made stronger because of them. We do NOT break up every time we fight like some people do, we listen to each other's sides and points of view and we help each other understand where we're coming from. We will have more hard times in the future, but again, we'll get through them even stronger than we were before. I love him. I love love love love LOVE love love love love him.

Please tell me true love doesn't exist--then spend a day with me and Stewart. We'll prove you wrong.

Love is too weak a word to describe how I feel about him. I could try to explain it until I'm blue in the face, but nobody would understand it.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 13:37:08 GMT

I feel like no matter where I go, what I do, I have to put on a show. I have to make people entertained. WHY?! Even writing these journals, when half the time all I want to say is "ahhhhhhhhhh bologna!" ....I have to ELABORATE. Why do people always have to watch your every move, waiting for you to slip and fall so they can laugh at you? There are some people I DON'T want reading this journal...but I can't make it "friends-only" because then all the people I don't want reading it are all like "add me add me!" ...therefore defeating the purpose. :-\ I mean lately I haven't written anything too private, so it's okay, but there are some people I WANT to read my private thoughts, and there are some people i DON'T want reading them. hmm...predicament? Perhaps. Ohhh well! That's life.

<3

That gush session is coming up, I promise... :)

SO TRUE

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 03:16:35 GMT

You scored as Ghetto gangsta.

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Ghetto gangsta

38%

Drama nerd

38%

Stoner

31%

Punk/Rebel

31%

Loner

25%

Goth

13%

Geek

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:00:14 GMT

do you ever feel like sometimes the stars are hung just for you?

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 14:44:14 GMT

You Are the Helper

2

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

What number are you?

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 03:10:46 GMT

Even though Stew and I have been together for about 9 months, I STILL HAVE A RIGHT TO GUSH. WHY WON'T ANYONE LET ME DO THAT?! :(

I said to Katie earlier tonight, "Every great ocean has its rough seas...but when the storms are through, the ocean becomes even more powerful than it was before."

Yes, Stew and I have had our tough times, but everything has settled and everything is okay! Why can't people be happy for us? Why won't people let me gush about MY MAN...Lord KNOWS I let them go on and on about theirs.

Even though we've been together for a pretty long time...I still have SO MANY FEELINGS that nobody knows or understands...yet nobody wants to understand because they won't let me TALK about him. I still think SO MANY THINGS about him...and again, nobody understands. One of these days, IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOU, I'm going to write an entry about what Stewart means to me and what I think of him. I AM A WOMAN IN LOVE AND I AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY IT. OR FEEL IT. OR LIVE IT.

I didn't mean to come across bitchy...I just wish that I could have a "girl talk" where...uhm...I can be one of the girls that talks..

Thanks :)

<3

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 00:02:10 GMT

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	We fit together.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	Nothing I desire compares with you.
Your kisses say	I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says	I just want to hold you.
Your heart says	Ik houd van u.

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